>>62319222Yeah, but our relationship’s quality had deteriorated a bit even before that. At some point we were basically glorified fuckbuddies, despite my attempts to salvage the romantic part of our relationship as best as an emotionally stunted autist in his late teens/early twenties could. She even said when I tried to have a talk with her that she was feeing guilty because she was playing with me, but I just didn’t see it. And the worst part is that she was right.
It took me seeing her go for the concept of a man who simply used her as a glorified fleshlight for me to realize it. I’ve never felt more sullied than I did that day when it dawned on me.
And yet, even if by all accounts I should despise her, I still can’t find it in my heart to do so even a year after the fact.
But enough blogposting, have a sexy Dona pic, on me.
