>>20066908Bro, couldn't have summed it up any better, it's such a sad feeling that something you loved your entire childhood, teenage years and even as recently as my early twenties for me personally just suddenly fucking dies inside you, especially when you have a gaming desktop you could only dream of as a kid. If I had the setup and access to the games I do now as an adult when I was a kid I think it would have drove me wild and I think I woulda of died of sleep deprivation. Instead all I have the motivation for is watching v-tubers and reading 4chan threads and watching random shit on YT because it's totally passive and requires minimul effort and motivation, it's pretty fucking sad but I guess it's just depression or some shit because when I come out of the other side of month long depressive episodes and feel fucking great for a few weeks I suddenly get some resemblance of my old motivation to play games back, but it's only a matter time before I sink back into the depression and literally fucking detest even thinking about playing a game or attempt to, play for half hour then turn it off and go back to binging YT. Currently trying to play all the Witchers from the start in order, from 1-3 hopefully can manage that while I've got the motivation and drive to do it because I fucking love the The Witcher universe but have only ever played the third, the original Witcher is a pretty fucking solid game considering it's from 2008 and I'm enjoying it so far but graphical mods are essential though. Anyway sorry for mucho texto, have a cute Gura.
