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I make pretty decent money, my IQ is sky high, I'm nice and forgiving to a fault and am overly self-aware. I also don't look bad irl, am in shape and am in my early to mid-twenties.
I can make women laugh, but I cannot flirt to save my life and have a crippling fear of even trying.
Deep down, whatever nonsense I may spout on /vt/ about entertainment value or lack thereof of certain chuubas, that's why I'm watching them. That's why I'm giving money to a woman (who I hold romantic feelings for) just for tiny slices of her attention when I know she's more than likely getting dicked down by her boyfriend when the stream ends.
I try not to think about it and just enjoy it for what it is, but sometimes I wonder where it all went wrong, and how it came to this. I have friends who I cherish, but I think somewhere in my cynical heart I just want someone to love me.
>t. random semi-unicorn/idolfag