>>34821442I've had three animals I was close to all die within in 3 months of each other this year, which absolutely ruined me emotionally
My social life is non-existant outside of the net, and my attempts to find a job in truly happy in haven't borne any fsuit
Not to mention I'm so afraid of opening up to people that I can't even tell them I need help and come off as a someone who just doesn't care about anything leading to relations stagnating or deteriorating
I just stay inside unless I have to leave for work and distract myself with streams or hobbies except at night at those odd hours where it all hits me like a truck
