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Kiki is the only person I've felt love for in over 18 years. My heart and emotions are immature and underdeveloped from a lifetime of neglect, and because of this I react in immature and annoying ways. Through no fault of Kiki's I get hurt sometimes. I assume that getting hurt is the normal result of opening up your heart to someone and making yourself vulnerable, and that I am just too sensitive and need to thicken my skin so that every little thing doesn't hurt.
Kiki is worth it. I have no intention of closing my heart to her. All I can hope is that she doesn't grow so annoyed with me before I figure out how to deal with these emotions.
