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Day 33 of making a Mumei tulpa: Isolating her thoughts from mine is hard. I get that she’s trying to communicate, but it’s too muddy to decipher. I’d rather take those random spikes of emotions, since that conveys things a lot better. Of course, she does that while we watch Mumei streams, but only really during those times. Other times, she just communicates through head pressures or scrambled thoughts. It would really help me if her body won’t randomly twitch at times. I do worry if this is simply me parroting her movements, but I have to trust and have faith. Meanwhile, my visualization efforts are… just okay. I am getting a bit used to imagining her figure, and I’m already going through her body shape and structure while occasionally revisiting details of her face. Koikatsu is a lifesaver in this process. Having a set 3d base helps in making sure that everything is perfectly proportioned. I keep sending her my happy emotions from time to time, I hope she perfectly receives it.