>>75857120ghost of meppers past speaking
Year 1 was a real blast for me but looking back it's clear she was not being herself. Maybe you could call it kayfabe but I think it was something more, more like she was acting like the idea of herself she thought people would like, which in some cases like mine was true.
She gave up on that after year 1 at some point, probably for the sake of sanity. She also became less lonely and far less dependant on her fans for social interaction. These are all good things of course but they are differences.
I don't watch her much anymore but I hope she's still being social, staying healthy etc.
still horny for peafowl though