>>20330907Is it bad that I don't go on to her streams because I'm afraid of what might be?
Like I know how big she was before and how influence she had as VTubing was taking off in the West, only to get basically relegated to obscurity as of now.
I don't even know if she ever does it, but I'm deathly afraid of stumbling into her stream and being reminded she's sad about it all, and something in me can't handle seeing other people like that, especially live, to the point I freak out and would shut the stream off.
Thing is, it's not like I've seen this happen or even heard of it, yet I simply am so concerned about it happening that I avoid her channel all together. Pretty fucked up. Sorry for the autism post