>>68669688That would imply that she remembers you and that she is willing to at least tolerate you and give out hearts to maintain your sanity. Are you sure it's not your subconscious rationalizing things because it likes that scenario more than her liking your anonymous writing?
Before I go off the rails and write an essay, just bee yourself, try your best in life, and do what you like as long as it's not melties.