>>28467558>thats fine, everyone has different schedulesI mean, instead of watching her live right now, I get too nervous/restless, so I switch to watching an older vod and suddenly I'm no longer under any pressure. Dunno why I'm 'under pressure' to begin with though.
You can't pause a livestream either, and I feel like I should sign in and say something nice to her but I don't like to sign into youtube.
I think part of it is that I know I'm not the most seiso of saplings, so I don't want to somehow accidentally corrupt her 'presence' with my presence. I feel too polluted to be near her so I don't want to risk contaminating her or her more wholesome saplings.
