>>17340195Yeah her body is always crapping out on her in the worst ways possible between the frequent headaches to all the inflammation. Not to mention she's also a total nutjob who's always worried about getting in the way of her genmates. The reason we'll never get another Minecraft stream is because in her mind that because she hasn't logged on in so long, she doesn't know what to do and there's so many buildings and project propped up that she feels if she did go on, she'd accidentally ruin someone building and that scares her to death. We'll probably also never get another APEX collab stream with Fubuki or Roboco because she hasn't practiced it a lot and doesn't want to be a burden to them. Despite the fact that everyone in Hololive tells her how much fun she is to be around and how kind she is the only thing that's on her mind is being in the way.
It also doesn't help that she makes herself feel worse by doing the exact thing Kanata does and ego search in anti threads on 5chan. 