>>57088934>>57089560>>57091422*hugs you* I wont say anything about the norway stuff as i know how is and i think about it myself a lot lately, but do your best flareanon. Its okay to be sad just try your best not to act on these feelings and i know its easier said then done, so just try your best *pats your head*.
Also, dont be stupid like me and go too overboard on the alcohol if you feel like you have to get drunk to cope. Its not gonna be fun the next day. I almost drank myself to death in early 2022 when depressed and ended up throwing up for 7 hours the next day and feeling like shit the week after. Cant even get any alcohol down anymore since then. And dorry about "Attention whoring" as you call it, if getting drunk helped you cope when things were bad its better then doing nothing and it beats going norway. Just try not to rely on it too often, but im sure youre aware. You mentioned before you only get drunk when things bad, so i hope things get better for you. Life can suck pretty bad at times. Try your best not to let it get to you too much, but im sure you already are or you wouldnt be here.
>>57100457I was up for 24 hours on like 3 hours of sleep and i barely slept this week to begin with. Looking back i even had problems eating at all the past few days. I guess sleep deprivation the past week was also an intentional coping mechanism. Cant be depressed when brain is too tired to think. Used to cope with that a lot in 2022. Probably should try to sleep again but foot cramps been waking me up every hour.