>>55311242She said she was going to "Curve" her, which in context seemed to mean that she's going to tell Layna that she doesn't want to be Layna's girlfriend. Yet also wanted to do it more gently on personal terms seeing as how she freaked upon realizing what she said. Considering that she and Layna are still on good terms, she obviously didn't mean that she doesn't still want to be her friend. I don't know if I should encourage things between them but I think that they are both mature enough to be able to figure out what is really going on between each other on their own. So I'll note that Filian's personality type and the odds that she's dealt with some messed up shit around relationships and intimacy in the past can have the effect of causing one to recoil when someone shows affection and desire towards you. Rejecting their advances becomes a power-move that curbs potentionally getting hurt and takes power from out of it instead of facing the vagaries of becoming involved and the odds of getting hurt again. Sucks too because part of you would still like too try but the aversion becomes too embedded at some point for you to work through it unless someone can be patient enough to work through it with you. Filain really is like a lot of us I guess.
