>>56080159>she's just like you frfrUntil fairly recently Polka also hated going places, as she has some anxiety when away from home. But, she didn't want to keep missing events with her friends, and started making the effort to go out of her comfort zone, to try and get used to it, and she's been able to do a lot of things she wasn't able to before.
Part of having an oshi is growing along with them, using their successes as an inspiration for your own, and you can do just that anon. I know it won't be easy, and you'll have to figure out a balance that works for you, but you can make the Improvements you want in your life.
Polka believes in you. And for what little it may matter, I believe in you too. All that's left is for you to believe in you.