>>56081991I really appreciate it, anon. I usually never believe in myself nor do I even care about the lifestyle that I choose to live. If I'm not doing anything productive I'm sitting in my room constantly, and the only time I go out it is if I need to go out, go to the toilet, eat dinner / breakfast, or if my mum wants me for something.
If it meant I could see Polka smile everyday then I am willing to take the first baby steps even if it means I'm not comfortable with it and it leaves me out of breath. I want to be able to help myself live better if I knew it made her feel really happy. Hell I'd even attempt (although that sounds near enough impossible) cutting down on things like fizzy juice, sweets and only having them for a special occasion.
>>56083225I don't want to sound really dumb and get ahead of myself, but isn't going for runs when you aren't use to doing daily walks bad for your health? I'm not fat or anything but as I said in my previous reply, I usually only go out when I have a legit reason to and getting into the habit of walking everyday sounds really, really scary.
I AM going to attempt it first thing tomorrow when I wake up. Just praying it doesn't rain because that's always the time my mum always tells me not to go out.
