>>61572201Open your heart, anon. Not to say that you should completely neglect formality and social conventions, but do be true to yourself. Those that would shun you for doing so would never have been a real friend to you, so you can try to ease up on the matter. And I understand where your mind is at, but know that no one is beyond redemption or love. Have faith in yourself and the way things are, there is always a path forward.
Good luck I reckon.