>>67864269I need to look into options and check some country that are cheap and where they still pay my disability pension (this explains it best:
https://tkare.de/en/everything-you-need-to-know-about-the-disability-pension/) and while US is an option they german universal health care only applies in EU countrys, but yeah im still looking into options but US was one of the many countrys i was suprised they still pay it.
Some cheap countrys exist where many german people move as well due to cheaper living cost there. Basically on some countrys i could get a house for rent for the same ammount im currently paying for this shitty apartment. As well as in EU countries my cats wouldnt need to undergo quarantine and just need a rabies shot (did the same when i was at a friends place last year in austria) aside from that no restrictions for my cats. My funiture is old as well so i dont have many thing id even need to move.
But yeah i need to consider it, if things dont change very soon im done with the bullshit in my life anyway. Im not gonna do anything crazy but simply rehome my cats and off myself when it comes to that, which it probably will if things continue as they currently are. Just as an example, i suck at taking care of myself today pretty badly its 1AM (i woke up at 10am) and my calorie intake is still at only 744 and my caloric maintenance intake is 2300 so its definetely too low, anything under 1800 is unhealthy even when dieting. I did everything else i have to do but feed myself. Yesterday wasnt much better.