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It's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair. I'm just so damn tired of NijiEN at this point, man. Pomu doesn't deserve this. Lazulight doesn't deserve this. Elira shouldn't have to lose the ability to collab with her best friend like this. I can't fucking believe how quickly this thing went from the most fun ever to something emotionally tiring. I love Elira and all of Lazulight so much but a large part of me is just waiting for Elira and Finana to graduate at this point, and hoping that the three of them will be together again. I will always follow the three of them wherever they go and whatever they do because I love them, Elira most of all, but I can't say I love NijiEN anymore. This, more than anything else, is the end of an era. There has been and never will be any group dynamic like Lazulight, there's just absolutely nothing like the three of them together. I have so many mixed emotions now, I'm so ultimately crushed by this and I can't even look forward to the future anymore. No matter what, though, I'll remain loyal to Elira, Pomu, and Finana, because they are what vtubing is supposed to be like, and Lazulight is so, unbelievably special. The collab hasn't even ended yet and I already feel empty, the realization that this will never happen again is settling in. I love Elira, so, so much, and I love Pomu and Finana. I hope to see Pomu again and I hope that Elira and her can continue to be as close as two can be even if they can't collab together on stream anymore. I really, really hope NijiEN can somehow turn it around but I'm so disappointed. As long as Elira's here, though, I'll have some hope in it. Bless Elira Pendora and bless Lazulight, I love them and I just needed to vent these emotions out. 2 1/2 years of the most entertaining, funny, heartwarming, and genuine streams possible from the three of them. Here's to many more in some form or fashion, even if they can't do them as the three of them together anymore. I love Elira, and I love Lazulight.