>>62473020>I really fucking wish this confusionThere does not have to be confusion. Instead of letting the internet tell you that you HAVE to pick one extreme or the other, why not just learn to love the fact that you're a man that loves cosplaying as a woman. You don't have to just be trans or just be straight or whatever. If you go back and forth, then learn to love that you like being a man some days and need that easy and unquestionable validation that women get other days.
Just look at Mori, somedays she's black, other days she's a California white girl, other days she's a Texan girl and other days she a Japanese Shotacon. If Mori can do it with race you can do it with gender. Believe in yourself crossdresser-san.