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>be me
>live in shithole town with other 5 family members for economical convenience
>small disability that prevents me from driving
>stuck in a low pay job just because it's walking distance from home
>decide to become chuuba because I think it will make me more social not for the money
>takes me a whole year to save for a pc that can handle streaming
>takes me another half to be able to commission a model cause didn't do reps about pngtubers and from previous experience no one clicks into a stream without facecam
>some more time learning how to rig my own model to save money
>by the time I'm ready to stream thousands of people hopped into the vtuber hype train
>don't care much cause I just wanna have fun but I also wanna see some growth
>house is a shithole so I can only stream when everyone is at work/sleeping which collides with my work schedule
>reach affiliate requirements but don't apply because I don't feel comfortable getting money from strangers
>struggling with growth, stuck in 10-20 viewer hell for the past months
>ask for collabs from a few people with the same interests, trying to stay realistic number-wise, still get ignored or rejected by most of them
>one particular response triggers me:
>"I only collab with people who take it seriously, sorry"
>mfw
Sorry if I sound like a crybaby, I just felt like venting a little.