>>47816728The thing is that my oshi would hate me for the way I am. Oshi no ko made me realize that. I would literally be one of the bad guys in the show. To any sane person, my views are incomprehensible and despicable. I didn't choose to be this way, but it is what it is. I don't take it out on them, but I do hate them for it, and that's out of my control. I hope this will change one day
