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>thinks i can fix lottie, slowly build up rep, meet her at a convention, hit it off, start a relationship, quickly start a family, this causes her to have to go on hiatus, ends up being an outright graduation after an argument with her boss. Get over it, get a different job, eventually convince lottie to marry me in her vulnerable state. Fast forward several years and our family is overflowing. The ordeal of pumping out 6 chuldren takes their toll on her. Lottie is not silly, always tired. One day for a school project one of our kids needs to make a video, lottie perks up, and plays the main role. Enrapturing the family, playing the part well, and basks in the applause we give her. This causes lottie to remember her ealy days of streaming, this was 15 years ago, she never got to fulfill her dreams, the silly times are gone, her money that wouldve helped save shin godzilla 3 instead went to diapers. Lottie looks at me and i can see the accusation in her eyes. I couldnt save her, in my selfishness i made my dream her dream but never thought to help her achieve her own. I go to sleep early that night to think things through. I wake up in the morning, alone in my bed, one of the kids is crying, as is usual for a household of this size...but i dont hear the bustle of an adult...i clear the bed, throw the door open and see a child crying in front of the bathroom door. Its cracked open, and in a tub full of red water is lottie. She always was enchanted with water, says it washes her worries away. That the current will take her where she wants to go. Her eyes are grey now, but theyve been dim for most of our marriage. Lottie died last night, but she hasnt been living for almost a decade. I consider joining her in her mortal end as hysteria takes its grip upon my heart. But 6 others still rely on me. This is no time for silliness.
