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Guys I am having a battle in my mind. I waited all day yesterday for Kiki's stream. I did not want to miss it, and I was fully aware that she could be late.
By the time she started, my day was over. I'm not mad or anything, I am fully supportive of Kiki streaming whenever the hell she feels like it. I don't blame her at all.
What I am kind of struggling with is justifying doing what I did yesterday. I could have gone out and done something else, something productive, but that could have risked me missing the stream. It was one of my days off work so no big deal, but the productive part of me won't shut the fuck up about me sitting around all day waiting for Kiki.
Logically, what I did was stupid. But I love Kiki.
How do you guys shut that part of your brain off?
Pic was me yesterday for ten hours.
Thanks for reading my faggot novel.
