>>34439354The anniversary was amazing and whenever I start having negative thoughts I just try and remember that she wouldn't have done all that stuff if she didn't care. I also think this week has been hard on her, though I don't know to what degree. So I think using this week as an indicator for how she feels about her fans is somewhat unfair.
That being said, she clearly talked to mumei about rescheduling the collab which means she has access to twitter and her channel. The absolute least she could do is say something, but she doesn't think we deserve even that. She's not going to stream at all tomorrow and her first stream back from this break is going to be a collab where she just ignores us and pretends like nothing happened. Then she'll go on another 2-4 day break.
I keep telling myself that she cares, but none of this is new. Something about the way she's been acting for the past 6-8 months feels strange.
For the first time, I'm kind of dissapointed in her.
