>>51547472it seems youre indirectly responding to my post but i look forward to her streams the same way you look forward to getting home and settling down into something you love to do. i dont need her existence to feel complete but holy fuck do i enjoy it when she is around. and not having that around at this moment when i had gotten used to having it sucks. its quite simple to me. 5pm pst i knew i could look forward to gura brightening my day some, now i know it wont happen