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Let's go over what led to shondos current state
>struggle more than a year to get a 3d model, resulting in drama and ruined friendships
>finaly get a model
>Plan funny anouncement for 3d debut
>day of the anouncement meds run out and have to use codine
>get too loopy and have to cancel stream, also forget about anouncement
>next day make anouncement, but in the meantime a niji graduated now everyone is shitting on her because they think shes referring to that
>day before 3d debut do asmr, which means it will start 5h later than usual
>plan a very short stream, so she can spend more time getting 3d ready for next day
>suffer from imposter syndrome during big dono bomb near end, it also causes her to keep streaming till like 5am giving her no time to work on the 3d
>next day wake up and have problems with 3d
>spend 4h troubleshooting and it won't work
>stream suposed to start and everyone is waiting and do noting over $2000 in anticipation for 3d debut
>spend another 2h+ troubleshooting with chat waiting
>chat giving you useless advice and platitudes
>finaly fix it but realize she needs to buy some stuff to get it fully fixed
>we are here