>>53098414sorry but I no longer want to pretend to be sad or angry when I'm not. when i see axelolts posting it's mostly positive stuff and funposting but when its the magmites or vesties it's always either some unhinged menhera posting or drama related to god knows what. i genuinely think being an axelotl is great every day because i can talk about axel here and have fun posting, but talking about magni or vesper and you will see magmites or vesties going in circles about them hating their fanbase or doxshit or deranged posting. i am a tempura and i used to watch all of hq and talk about them here but nowadays i only talk about axel and sometimes altare even though i still watch and comment in their streams. i just don't want to be sad and pissy man. and i seriously don't get why don't you just stop thinking about them when they are making you sad or mad or whatever. maybe that's why i'm an axelotl since when magni or vesper don't stream i just don't really think about them and wait for their next stream. i imagine if aniki just stopped streaming for a few days without updates i'll be slightly concerned and perhaps checking twitter and youtube a little more often, but i'll just wait for the next stream because i trust that he will give an explanation or at least i can ask him about it in chat. i really don't get why is there a need to be angry or sad about your oshi the whole time. isn't having fun while watching them the reason you started watching them? it's not like this is the last stream ever and even then cover would say something if that was the case which you can send your angry tweets and them. i, an axelotl, unirconically feel that magmites and vesties should just stop thinking when their oshi don't stream or whatever.