>>55741964Of course she still lives rent free in my head...I spent over 5 years working my ass off to make that woman happy in any and every way I possibly could....had an engagement ring bought, was just waiting for the right time. She was the one I wanted to marry and build a family with....then every sacrifice, every ounce of blood, sweat, and tears that were shed ended up being fucking meaningless..... I know I sound like an emo faggot, I know I need to put it behind me and move forward...I just don't know how...