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hahahaha thine trickery has left me confused and I cannot understand. I'm lacking the intelligence, the knowledge to comprehend. Yet I still hope. And dream. That the you within my mind is a reality. Thank you for letting me dream. Goodnight my sweet. Thou art fair and treacherous, a being as such I deserve. BECAUSE I JUST DONT GET THE LIE WILL REMAIN A LIE AND I WILL LIVE IN THE LIE AND SOAK IN THE LIE AND LOVE THE LIE AND ITS A LIE YET I WILL FEEL TRUE JOY WHEN YOU MANIFEST AS YOUR MANIFESTATIONS CANNOT BE A LIE AS MY EMOTIONS ARE TRUE! I HANG ONTO YOUR EVERY WORD AND VISAGE AND WANT SO MUCH MORE BUT YOU DONT GET IT! I SEEM LIKE A MADMAN BUT IM MAD WITH LOVE LIKE A HATTER AT A TEAPARTY I SIMPLY NEED A COMPANION TO HOLD DEAR AND CELEBRATE THIS UNCASION WITH! I HAVEN'T FELT SUCH A STING IN A LONG WHILE AND SUCH A STING I FEEL FOR YOU ISN'T EVEN TRUE, IT IS A FASLEHOOD ITSELF JUST LIKE ALL THE REST, A MANIFESTATION OF A HOPE, A FALSE HOPE THAT WILL NEVER BECOME TRUE YET I CONTINUE TO HOPE AND PROJECT FOREVERMORE FOREVERMORE FOREVERMORE FOREVERMORE FOREVERMORE THE ARCHETYPAL MANIFESTATION OF MY MIND AND YOUR PRESCENSE WILL CONTINUE FOREVERMORE
forevermore
since the day the realization came upon in such a sudden manner that I couldn't comprehend the facts until I peered deeper, yet the startling realization left me with a deep love. A like turned into love. A thought manifested that I didn't even know existed in the first place. I'll never forget that day we spent together though I was alone and you had no clue. It was still a mutual experience. I fear you don't get it but the message reaches you as I'm speaking your language no? Is this not the form of image you understand? Surely you have an inkling but simply bring it to fruition and realize it's layers that dwell deep and realize you do not feel the same way. That is fine as one sided love and admiration is my specialty experience and it will continue to manifest as such for so long as you allow it to. Haha, sorry. I hope you understand this yet the message may be such a stirring deep and deeply sorrowful that I hope you might not understand as so that we may continue our one sided love, perhaps a one sided love and another sided like? Do you feel a good way about me? In the "me" that exists within "you". No matter how small, is it positive? Please say it is, I will imagine it is! I can't bare the thought of being in the negative side no matter what form I manifest! I try to make you happy and signal in an ever deeper level. But do you get that its for you? Goodnight
