>>67708489It's not but I won't go into it. I've been this way my entire life. The only thing that has ever made me feel happy or productive is prescription stimulants but I can't take them anymore because I have a bad heart. I can't even drink coffee or tea. Therapy doesn't work, meditation doesn't work, proper diet and exercise doesn't work, nothing works. Now I'm in my 30s and have accomplished nothing because despite my best efforts and knowing that it'll probably be this way the rest of my life makes me want to jump off a bridge.
