>>11800299Here's the redpill on this. You might never find a girl like Gura, but your brain won't know the difference as far as attraction goes. If you really vibe with someone, your brain will fill in the blanks and your preferences will become whatever this girl has. This is happening to you right now with Gura, and you don't even realize it. If you stopped watching her for 3 years, there will undoubtedly be things about her you'll look back on and think "why did I like that about her again, why did I find that attractive, etc.". Love isn't special, which is liberating, reassuring, and also quite sad.