>>42516758I'm reading Atomic Habits right now (like, as we speak) but it's doing nothing for the fact that I don't have any underlying motivation, because I'm completely cynical about everything. Ultimately I don't like people, I see the systems that govern their actions, that drive them, and I see what it amounts to and it's hard to not feel demotivated when the receiver of your actions is a global sociopathic blob that's moving towards it's demise at it's own hands.