>>54502854It’s deadhours so fuck it blogpost
I’d never thought I would become this parasoical for a Vtuber in my entire life. There were multiple times where I would have suicidal ideations for hours on end. And as sad as it is to say the one thing stopping me was looking forward towards a big event or even a stream that Magni and to a much lesser extent Altare was planning. I’m pretty much alone in life so those streams and the chubbas themselves really just…helped? I just love my boys so much in words I can’t describe. Like this past Valentines Day was the best one in my entire life I can’t sleep now knowing that tomorrow Magni might just be terminated with no warning. If I do get any sleep I wake up with constant chest pains and nausea like my heart is physically hurting every day this goes on.
I’m just a hopeless little magyume who wants him back 