>>38188673I'm the opposite. I started watching her only because i found her r18 tag, fapped to the fanart, then subscribed because her model was hot. Now its hard to fap to her lewd art and my brain flip flops between seeing her as my mom and my wife. I'm forcing myself to watch the world cup so that i can talk to her about it if she brings it up and im gathering a list of all animes and mangas she speaks about so that i can read them and have even more potential talking points. I'm learning all these things just for her. I don't want to believe that I got groomed
