>>16949576Gave my oshi her first akasupa after she worked quite hard to get the ability to even receive them. Ended up completely dropping her after the bit of a shitshow in her stream. She noticed, didn't say anything, just put a heart on one of my DMs. I think I'm done with this hobby. I need to get away from it all before I cave in and start watching her again.
I know I overreacted but if that small thing happened like that and made like this, I don't want to know what a big one will do to me. I had some good times, I don't regret anything.