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>no tweets or likes since the 16th
This must be karma. I never once told her how much I love her, not even as a gray. I always thought it bothers her because so many people say they love her in chat that at this point in time to her ears it all must sound like a mosquito's wing flap.
Maybe if she knew she is more loved than what she thought she would've spent her birthday with her fans instead of looking for social interaction who knows where outside of the hololive circles, maybe she would've felt a deeper attachment to her shrimps, maybe she would've kept us a little deeper in her heart.
She has a social life outside of hololive and the realization kills me inside. She is a human being after all and I love her entirely as she is but she doesn't know and the distance just keeps increasing, she will never believe there's shrimps who love her as in aishiteru and not just as in suki, she will never believe it because at this point in time she is too numb to a fan's affection.
Gura if you happen to browse /ggg/ even on this special day know that there's people who love you from the bottom of their heart and they miss you a lot.
