>>64539613i know how you feel, it is what it is - all we can do is keep on fighting, keep on trying. its honestly fine for you to cry/feel upset about it, i imagine you've kept it bottled up inside until now. you do have to let that shit out else you explode at a bad time and could make yourself look terrible right in front of them.
we'll keep trying together bud, shit sucks but we get to have so much fun times with them i tend to even forget about these moments i felt bad anyways