>>46391778But why? Lamy wouldn't kill herself.
One of the things people don't seem to realize is that it ain't just physically you become Lamy to the cellular level your mind also becomes Lamy.
You're already dead as soon as you become. It's just another Lamy there which might have some odd memories to exploit. Like what's your banking information and other things to use before vanishing to find new prey.
Once it begins there is no escaping your fate. Consider that horrific reality but also acknowledge the agonizing pain will be worth it in the end for what emerges afterwards is near perfection.