>>59437155I'm not sure if I want to see him again. Too many mixed feelings. I'm not sure if a break is in store this time. I couldn't even have fun watching Prism Cup last night and just switched to watching something else. I'll keep my membership because I want to see his reactions to Princess Mononoke, but after that....who knows. I want to focus my thoughts and efforts on other things now, because I don't feel as happy watching him after what he said. I still want to watch and support the other boys, but I now understand anons who say they would stop watching other vtubers if their oshi isn't there anymore. I suppose I've made it through worse, so maybe I can get through this.