i'm posting this again since it's a new bread.
>>54630325this is just me being menhera at 2am but i genuinely cannot stand you people who posture about how normal and sane you are. to me, when a cute chuuba male collabs it ruins the fantasy a bit, sort of like having a picture of jesus or my mom on my computer desk staring at me while i'm looking at pornhub. but you know what? i can overlook that. in a world where someone forcibly superglued a picture of jesus or my mom to my desk and said they'd fucking shoot me if i removed it, i could cover it up with a small towel, or god help me, learn to ignore it.
that was how i felt until that entire shitposting arc where i had to read youtube after youtube comment of posturing white knights talking about how it's insane insecure incel to not want to look at jesus while i'm masturbating. it's like living in bizarro world, where everyone delightfully decides to pretend the hobby isn't what it is because it would be too shameful if it were. it's like the insufferable myanimelist posters who insist that love live is a fucking deconstruction because they can't stand the idea that they're watching an idol anime. it'd be like knowing everyone else watches porn, but for some reason half of everyone decided to grandstand about stepsister porn like it was disgusting and shameful, and oh me i just like to watch good old vanilla clips of other people fucking, i'm healthy and sane. as if it's somehow saner to pretend the hobby isn't what it is. it's like you people are too ashamed to like something until it's normalized. and then you're gonna come to /vt/ of all fucking places to posture about it? it's like an alcoholic in denial going to a bar to brag about going cold turkey. half the people in the bar don't even have drinking problems, so you just come off as obnoxious. and for the other half you're just being a shithead who needs to somehow be better than them. christ. i hate you people