>be me
>Shiori is my wife
>she's into weird stuff like getting beat up
>finally managed to convince me
>with hesitation we go to bed
>we do the foreplay, normal stuff
>i get the fucking, missionary
>she whispers "fuck me up"
>i still hesitate
>louder "fuCK ME UP"
>i hesi-
>"FUCK ME UP RIGHT NOW, BEAT ME UP STRANGLE ME MAKE ME FEE-"
>i slapped her face
>it made a sound, i felt bad, it was too strong that she faced the wall
>"im sorry, are you oka-"
>before i finish she pulls me in with her arms
>she slowly looks back at me
>"...weak"
>what
>she leans closer, were still connected
>"... harder"
>i slap her face while holding back
>she recoils back
>"harder!"
>i slap again
>"FUCKING MAN UP"
>i coil my fist and punch her
>she stopped flinching so much, she can take my punches???
>"MORE, HIT ME MORE, STRANGLE ME!"
>I Punch her, i pressed on her neck, i backhand her face
>more and more i realize i stopped holding back
>i thrust at the same time
>"you.. bITCH, YOU KEEP MAKING ME EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT WANT TO, IS THIS WHAT YOU WANTED? ILL GIVE IT TO YOU"
>"GET PREGNANT GET PREGNANT GET PREGNANT GET PREGNANT GET PREGNANT GET PREGNANT GET PREGNANT GET PREGNANT GET PREGNANT"
>she pulls me in, catching me offguard that she can still move
>"gET ME PREGNANT gET ME PREGNANT gET ME PREGNANT gET ME PREGNANT gET ME PREGNANT gET ME PREGNANT gET ME PREGNANT gET ME PREGNANT"
>she's just smiling at me, her tears forming, her mascara falling apart
>we change positions, i strangle her, punch her, slap her ass, her back, her face, i pull her hair
>"YE.. yESS.. Keep GOInG!! garhg ghhrhg"
>all while she's making these noises, i lose myself
>yet dEspite everything, she was still smiling, grinning even, loving every moment.
>i blackout, hours has passed
>im exhausted, my fingers are shaking, my skin looks red
>I realize what i've done, slowly regret is forming in
>i look to my left, there she is, red all over, her ass is sore, her back full of scratches, her neck full of my handprints, the bedsheet is wet below her, soaked with whatever bodily fluids. i dont remember how much i came
>i hurry to her side, i flip her over
>all my regrets, slowly vanishing, like tears in the rain
>i look at her, all bruised and bloody, still with a slight smirk.
>She's the most beautiful thing i have ever seen.
I love her.
