>>65560122>ex was musician and streamer, lovebombed me into oblivion and absorbed all my hobbies>constant self sabotage, destroying any sense of stability because she hated herself>wanted to be hatefucked and destroyed, constantly needed to not feel empty, literal nympho (not worth it after the first year)>divorced me because I chose to go take care of my dying mother instead of stay with her>burned/sold all of my belongings>2 years of therapy, learned she was BPD>figured out literally every woman I've been with (5) was the same wayat least i'm free now. I like it when the girls betray me, it's a familiar feeling. But i'm slowly caring less.
GFE is methadone, and i'm slowly breaking the addiction.
