>>58076240This year has been awful for me, I was burned out on my corporate career (that I despised but stuck with for years just for $ and clout) really badly, and I have no self confidence/am afraid of sharing my interests or anything due to fear of rejection. Seeing her be herself, do what she loves, and keep going/not get dejected over "failing" at a high pay/status career is aspirational for me. It's the unironic idol experience.