>>807472I used to feel that way, anon, but then my oshi made it painfully obvious how turned on she is by it when she called herself
>the peak of youth and fertility!and now I can't stop writing smut about Holos in my free time because it's the only way to be satisfied sexually anymore, to the point where other methods just make me feel nothing but a physical motion.
I don't even jack off to them. I'm at the point where masturbation doesn't even make me horny anymore. I just imagine and write fantasies about living happy married lives with these girls and how we satisfy each other emotionally and physically, and I lose myself in a feeling of "becoming" sexual, instead of simply wanting to jack off.
