>>47812202I know I'm being a faggot. I know that because I've always been like this, doing way too much research and very little reps, obsessed with the perfect way, overthinking. And getting circled by people bold enough to just do the thing and learn by intuition.
In the end that's just my personality. What are we if not our shortcomings. Maybe this hesitation makes me cute. I did always hate myself for being this inept, but I probably also equally loved being autistic about systems.
I just want a girl who thinks it's cool to have structured journals about stuff 