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I live with what I can get, it isn't much but it can always be better, right? It's not imagining to have a holo as my wife, or to be anywhere near their place in terms of talent or success. It's knowing that even though I will never meet them or be like them, I have a good place in life to work for, and hopefully stop feeling less and less alone as I go on, and have my 15 minutes of opening up to my friends and cry tears of happiness in their company whenever I feel like I got so much closer to that precious place of feeling at peace with what you did and did not do and what it made you. Unity makes me happy for that reason, without recourse. Seeing them be there for each other, imagining what it must be like to have gone through the shit they told us on stream about and to still arrive in a good place, seeing them exceed everyone's and their own expectations. Having their 15 minutes of gratefulness.
It makes me believe that, just like them, I can tell myself that it was all worth it, and all the holes I cannot fill could not keep me from going as far as I could in life.
This has been my schizoblogpost for the day. Do as you wish, but please keep working for a good life. Support Unity or don't. Cherish what you have. Be grateful.