>>68669358I don't even know anymore, anon. Haven't felt this drained in a while. I distract myself, things are going good irl but I just think about how Rosemi got hit by a bunch of stuff for nothing and it makes me sad, and so did some of my other oshis and the livers in general. Yeah, everyone has their coping mechanisms, and I agree that's probably the unhealthiest one, even if logically it makes sense to try and keep the audience less worried. I think after Maririn's 3.0 I'm gonna take a full break from the thread an anything vtuber related for a while, and just wait till Rosemi tweets something or yt shows a notification. Even my optimism is shot at this point. Take care good anons.