>>35444489I definitely deserve to die as despite Enna being my oshi, my love for her has been declining so I only have the motivation to watch on average 1-2 streams a week, sometimes none. Truly Alouweak. Not to mention Enna once talked about how one shouldn't hesitate to drop her if the feelings are gone.
However I'm not ready to die yet, whenever I trust my intuition in choosing which few Enna streams to watch nowadays I have a blast watching her like how I used to do for every stream everyday, and I have a good feeling about those 2 streams I brought up.