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thanks to everyone who showed up tonight! i am sorry there was a lot of fumbles, i try to plan these things out in advanced and things keep trying to mess up.
on a similar but slightly different note, how does one act cute but sincere? i hate asking these questions because i don't want to feel like iam gosling baiting, but how do some girls manage to get goslings easily? i don't want to sound ungrateful for what i got tonight. receiving anything at all blows my mind and i can barley comprehend the fact that i got as far as i did tonight. i got a very kind person to make me a wiggly, and the fanart i have received so far makes me feel weird in ways i am not used to. but comparing myself to other girls is hard, because i get scared about being left behind. how does someone make themselves appear maximum cute without it coming off as fake? i am very rough around the edges, and trying to act 100% right and proper worries me for the authenticity. if someone could give advice to help a trashy girl make herself rise up a bit better without being fake, i would appreciate it. for now i will sleep off the vodka from tonight, and thank everyone tonight for their support. i know i am far from the ideal stream/v-tuber, i am not very seiso or the type of girl to make people go crazy over, but the people who did show up tonight have given me the type of validation i never thought i would receive. i just hope this gives me the chance to learn to be the proper kind of lady people will like, and i thank ya for putting up with me so far. thank you /wvt/ and goodnight, i look forward to the hangover tomorrow
