>>46984099Gura gets easily overwhelmed and its partly because of the number of eyeballs on her, the criticism she gets from random scitzos actually bothers her. That is why shes been doing like 50% member's streams recently.
I used to get extremely overwhelmed when I was younger and shes acting exactly how I did in those situations.
Want to/ try to meet expectations. Fail to meet/ unhappy with results. Continue to try while your fear/ anxiety increases and your motivation decreases. Eventually distance yourself from your projects even though you want to do them/ need to do them because you're scared of rejection/ failure. Then, finally close yourself off from other people/ support systems. Bonus optional step, become depressed.
I would honestly prefer she just did 90% member's streams if it means she can be happier, I don't want random asswipes on the internet harassing her.